try putting yourself in this situation.
friend found another friend's blog and tells you, "is that (boyfriend)?"
picture-s, not one picture.
friends asks you, "did you know about this?"
"no"
friend says "sorry."
picture-s, not one picture.
friends asks you, "did you know about this?"
"no"
friend says "sorry."
and then came a lot more confessions.
which made me fall back a thousand times.
note that i was coping with two near deaths of family members, school stress and my own problems.
still am.
point 1:
sometimes, it is a lot harder to forget than to forgive.
when shits repeat itself too frequently, you guard yourself for another repeat.
cause your mind is in no healthy state to think optimistically.
point 2:
sometimes, i ask myself, haven't i done enough?
sharing the consequences of your wrongdoings since old schooling days.
don't let me start on this cause it is a whole lot of another story on sacrifice.
point 3:
3Rs- responsible, respect, reciprocate.
responsible to carry yourself well, knowing that you reflect about your partner too.
respect. this fucking apply to strangers because will you fucking respect that no one appreciates a third party in a relationship. be it male or female. shitheads.
reciprocate to your partner. think of two, not yourself.
point 4:
don't practise lies. or you will get a slap on the face when it gets out of hand.
can i not do this anymore? this is shit. bye.
