while it lasts.
at this point of time, even when ash has disappoint me like no other person can stand it,
i still love him.
and i hate to appear weak despite the harsh relationship.
cause people will take the chance to make it harder for me to overcome.
i trust he will try to make it right.
unless he comes telling me to stop trying, that he chooses some other things than me,
then i will.
that is just the way i love.











