15th march 2010recent weekend was spent in malaysia. visited grandpa's grave and johor house before we headed to malacca. spent saturday night at a hotel near town. how much i love having the room just to ourselves with fit. that would mean smoking when i like to. attended cousin's engagement the next afternoon, three cars headed for ikan bakar after that, and then back home.
the coming week seems dreadful for me because i've already got little time on weekdays, and the weekends doesn't seem to be any friendlier. seven more days to bali.
i need that getaway, but it feels weird going with people who incredulously i don't wish to be going with now. ash will be around but it's different now that we are separated in many ways. he did mistakes yet again and i don't know how else i should respond to that. blatantly hurt, yet i'm like stoned. only work's helping me to become productive, earn big bucks and save up for hopefully a short june trip to wherever it is. i'm adapting to the transition in life.
it's 2.11 a.m. i'm turning in now. i guess i won't be updating till i'm back from bali or probably after prom. if there's anything, you can get through me through formspring under 'other stuff'. dead week, bring it on.
